i have felt way too many emotions recently over our on again off again discussions…its driving me insane because i don’t know what to do and i know you dont either even tho you’re playing it off like it’s fine and nothing is wrong. i can tell you feel it too and its sad and shitty and fuck what do we do? i don’t even know how to explain my feelings to anyone, not even you. its this weird mix and i dont know what to make of it. sometimes when i think about our discussions on my own im okay with it but then when we talk about it i’m overcome with this sadness or after we hangout im so filled with happiness. fuck fuckity fuck what to do what to do
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